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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Ai update

So my screen cannot be fixed by the time I leave.

This means that I'm probably going to get my mothers old laptop, ugh! It has no DVD/CD Drive. Which sucks dirty, scum and fungus covered balls.

Even though I re-counted and have enough money for a new one, my parents refuse to let me buy one. Goddamnitalltohellandbeyond! I'm twenty-fucking-one years old (almost)! WHY do I need their permission to do this again? Agreed, I'd rather keep the money and go to see the boys in NY, or the boys in LA (BigFantastic)... but it comes down to necessity! and right about now, Laptop trumps meeting either set of boys (although, I probably won't be allowed to go either place anyways)... D: This is one of the only two reason why I wish I was American. Although, it might not seem so, it really is the land of opportunities (for Americans at least)... D:

ETA: My parents are planning to sell all the old laptops (4) if we get a decent deal. I have no idea what that means for me though... I really really really don't want a Vista. But what the fuck, I won't complain. New is better than anything I would have gotten...

I wonder if I can convince my parents to split cost on a Mac with me. *ponders* ... I'll talk to my dad when they get back from their leadership conference (Oh Fuck! Saturday will be Lecture day!)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Ai went bust... :(

Ai quasi-died today. *cries*

His LCD is loose and no longer displays anything D:

This means I need to buy a new laptop :( I wanted to wait till Windows 7 came out but TPTB hate me and are out to get me... I really really really didn't want to change right now... *aaaarrrrggghhhh*... BTW, this means I won't be online on IM clients anymore... sorry guys. *hugs her peeps* I'm there with you in spirit though... and I'll try to be on LJ a little bit...

Damnit I hope I can afford a new one. School will be a pain in the rear end if I can't!!! *grrr*

Why have all my posts been so whiny lately? *whine* *whine* *whine*

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at least till I get a new/different laptop... D:

Monday, July 6, 2009

Argh!!

1) My parents still haven't given me complete access to my laptop... D:

2) My internet is shetbags

3) My being caught up with Fic-pride has made a complete 180 because at this rate, by the time I get back to school I will be so far behind on fic that I'm going to need an entire lifetime catch up...

4) My father recently told me that if I don't finish my undergrad in 4 years, he won't pay for the extra... In May we talked about this and he said that I could take 5 years if I wanted... I only wanted 4 1/2 years... but I guess that's not going to happen either, and there is no way that I can finish by May 2010!!! NO WAY WHATSOEVER!!

5) My acting dreams have turned to shite because of this new turn of events... D:

6) Network Marketing is making comeback in a huge way, Robert Kiyosaki, Donald Trump, Warren Buffet and etc. have often talked about its merits and it has now become an official course at both the University of Illinois... and other universities around the country... How interesting... now if only I could become more serious about it and actually work at it... especially since the network marketing company I am a representative of has amazingly awesome products like things called a biodiscs and chi pendants... D: and its not like its door-to-door salesmanship either... I just need to get off my fat arse... it could help with 4 and 5 if I actually worked at it... but my contract with ResLife prohibits me from actually doing anything about it... D:

7) I don't think I'm ready for my final road test... I'm confident, that's not the issue... its the fact that the damn car swerves so much... I'm certain I will be pulled over for breathalyzers every now and again whether or not I've actually been drinking... and I think my instructor doesn't trust my driving... I adore my driving :D

8) I need to catch up on three weeks worth of True Blood episodes (including this week's since I won't be able to watch it)

9) I want to go back to my dorm room in school, but I think living without a roommate will be intensely lonely, and I don't want to go back to the lonliness... not that it ever leaves me for more than two minutes...

10) My father wants me to invite one of his friend's sons to spend time with my brother and I... except I don't really want to...

11) I am so far behind on editting and update my fics that I am embarassed... I knew this would happen!!