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Thursday, May 10, 2007

Failure...

We've lost everything, we're down and out, it feels like I can't go on, and my fears are shining bright. My heart beats faster, my movements slow down. I don't think I can take it anymore. I don't think that I can go on...

Why is it that whenever we want something or need something we lose it? Why is it when things seem like they're going well, everything turns to ashes? It makes no sense that I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do when I get there, but when has anything ever made sense to me? My heart is burdened by the songs of many, and even though I say I'm the earth, sometimes it gets too much to deal with... I want to go back... Death just seems so appealing to me... but I know better... I know better... right?

3 comments:

Unknown said...

you know it all :) and u know u can go on..! im gonna tag you along all the way..

all u need to do.. is call me.. when u need me.. im right here.. not the best at calling people up.. but always there wen U need me..

love u babe..

Mary said...

you say you are the earth. what do you mean by that?

T. Tea. Tee. said...

the earth is neutral, a charged particle, when it comes in contact with the earth becomes neutral, but the earth does not become charged. When I say I'm the earth I mean, that a friend can look to me if they're upset or disturbed or for any reason at all, because I'll stay strong for them, I'll be strong enough to support their charge and still remain the way I am, sympathize but not break.